The unfoldment, or for me process, is in becoming aware of the extent, capacity and nature of my I Amness – not a process of becoming who I Am. I have always been who I am – never anything else. A lot of ‘stuff’ obscure who I am, but my nature was never anything else.

My words are simply sounds describing an experience. My intention, my I Amness, my frequency is what creates. If I cannot say I am experiencing a headache, or my current source of income dried up, we start living in a very complex and convoluted world. Father, actually my I amness, is source and resource. I know it is, right now I am simply not yet seeing the manifestation of it, or shall I say my landlord is not yet seeing it. It is fully there, fully supplied, it simply needs to become visible. Right now, I took some tablets for a painful tummy. (ego experiencing stress) In my I am, I am whole and well and complete. Totally so. Right now at this very moment. I don’t need to get well, my seeing and understanding needs to get the truth. In my not seeing it fully my body is currently experiencing pain. The pain is the lie that is unreal. It is not my thinking, in my thinking I know. It is my misunderstanding that is experiencing it as real where I am at right now. Life has swallowed death. My understanding is catching up with Truth.

It is a bit like a diamond that lies in the mud. The mud has to come off for the full extent of the beauty of the diamond to be appreciated, but the diamond was no less a diamond in the mud than when it was cleaned off

When I speak of ‘you’, it is generic – not personal.

I seem to be alienating more and more people as I walk and speak my truth with as much carefulness as I can. I do not judge a different view, but at the same time I need to honour mine, while realising that more is revealed continuously. I am shifting as understanding is dawning, however I see that a lot of ‘right and wrong’ attitudes prevail. That is probably the single most destructive and damaging attitude amongst humans. It causes more conflict and division than almost anything else. And it is not about me giving up my viewpoint and bending to accept yours, it is about respecting that the unfoldment of Truth in seeing and understanding happens differently for each and everyone. Our egoïc spiritual pride disguises itself as caring for others to ‘get it’, (mostly about others getting what I am seeing) when only Spirit in me and in you (our I amness) understands and has/is the wisdom knowing how to unfold and reveal the I AM in each individual expression in human form.

Humility, and love, is not about changing what and how I see in order to accommodate your viewpoint, nor is it about you trying to convince me or getting exasperated because I don’t see what you see, but honouring and respecting both of our unfoldment unto/towards realising the truth of our magnificent I Amness, and how that dawning of realisation is happening for each.

We need to integrate the left and right brain hemisphere experiences in order to have a holistic experience and view.