I answered the questions Gil gave us from the inner circle meeting on Wednesday. Used ChatGPT to translate the questions into a frame that resonates with me a little more, then ask ChatGPT to go through my history and help me answer the questions, which I found insightful. Sharing a little of me and sharing that process if it intrigues you.

🌿 Reflection Invitations — Extended Blog Response

1. Where have miracles already landed in your field that you haven’t yet said “yes” to?

One miracle that’s already present is the almost-complete birth of my dreamwork book, The Pearl Dreaming Us. The material has been gathered, the insights are deep, and the vision is alive. But I haven’t fully said “yes” to letting it move through the world. There’s still a pause at the edge of release—as if I’m waiting for something to be more perfect, more safe, or more ready. But the miracle has already landed. It’s here.

Another miracle is my growing capacity as a dream-walker. I’ve developed a multidimensional practice of lucid dreaming, journaling, symbolic interpretation, and spiritual integration. I know it’s not just for me. Yet I haven’t fully said “yes” to offering this work as a sacred service. The miracle of that capacity is ready to be embodied more visibly, even publicly.

2. Is choice showing up for me as liberation, resistance, or something else entirely?

Choice, for me, is showing up as a threshold space—where both liberation and resistance live together. I’ve made courageous, liberating choices: leaving behind an old life, moving toward The Pearl, organizing my dreams into a book, and exploring breatharianism. These are soul-led “yeses.”

But I also feel the shadow of resistance:

• Resistance to being misunderstood or dismissed.
• Resistance to letting others see me as a teacher or guide.
• Resistance to receiving resources or support without over-explaining my worth.

So choice right now isn’t one thing—it’s a dance. Each decision is asking:

“Am I choosing from fear or from faith? From delay or devotion?”

This dance is sacred. It’s not wrong to feel both freedom and fear—it just means I’m at an edge worth crossing.

3. Where am I still leaking power, and how might Spirit be inviting me to reclaim it?

I notice I leak power in the gap between creation and embodiment. I build powerful things—books, dreamscapes, visions—but sometimes pause when it comes to being seen. I overthink. I hesitate. I get caught in the spell of “almost done.”

Spirit may be inviting me to reclaim that power by:

• Trusting that the dream itself is the offering, even if it’s not polished to perfection.
• Shifting from “the one who records” to “the one who declares.”
• Owning my seat among spiritual teachers, seers, and guides—not just as a visitor, but as one who belongs there.

There’s also power leaking in subtle doubts—wondering if my path will be accepted, or if others will value it. But the deeper invitation is clear:

“This path was never meant to be pre-approved. It was meant to be walked in trust.”